YEAYEAH

I finallyyyy find something that kills my boredom. It's fun and useful!!! Fuseful!!! :B

It's funnn, because now I can earn even more house points from brewing potions, and useful because while waiting for the potions to be completely brewed, I could just study, ISN'T THAT GREATTT???????? :B

Man I'm feeling so dorky right naww xD

Let's see......

Hi.

So maybe some of you are ever wondering "what I'm gonna do with the blog?", me too :)

I've been really lazy to write cause there's nothing to write anyway -.-

Kay kay, quick recent updates :

I nailed the itp toefl test.
Not that easy as it sounds though, but surprisingly I got 600 for the final score.

In my latest days of highschool (yay).
Currently busy with snmptn test and prom dresses.

And dealing with the upcoming goodbyes.
(No biggie)


So that's it from me. This post is dedicated to my annoying yet adorable little sister whom write more than me, in your face darlin' ;)

Said The People

I've been staring, I've been staring into space
Always tired, not a smile, such a waste
I don't wanna, I don't want to know
I cant tell you, I just have to go

Of all the people
Of all the people who let me down

Of all the people
Of all the people...why now?

Say to me
Say to me
Save me
Save me

Bring me something, bring me something I can use
Well here's one thing, but it's not the one I choose
I can't help it, hope you show up soon
I can't help it, I'm counting on you

Of all the people
Of all the people to let me down
Of all the people
Of all the people...why now?

Say to me
Say to me
Save me
Save me

Can you tell me, can you tell me what went wrong?
Guess I should have seen it coming all along
Gotta fight it, I gotta be strong
I gotta do something, can't let it drag on and on

Of all the people
Of all the people to let me down
Of all the people
Of all the people...why now?

Say to me
Say to me
Save me
Save me

Lol I'm Screwed

Oke. Jadi tadi kan gue pulang dari sekolah sekitar jam setengah 5 an gitu ya, trs udah lemes banget tuh ceritanya. Udah inget sih di otak, "shalat dhe shalat, bentar lagi maghrib", tapi apa daya masbro, gue makhluk yang isinya 70% rasa malas, belum kalo udah capek. So yeah, gue cuma tidur-tiduran aja akhirnya dengan menunggu shalawat shalawat dari musholla yang biasanya kedengeran beberapa menit sebelum maghrib (ceritanya nunggu kepepet gitu baru mau shalat).

Tapi.

Tiba-tiba gue inget kalo gue belom daftar ITP TOEFL test di educationusa.or.id. So I drag my fat ass to my brother's room where the laptop is being charged. Abis itu udah kan buka situsnya, tinunitnunit (efek yang ga perlu sebenernya), dan tadaaa, harus naro nomor KTP ternyata. Baiklah. Gue balik ke kamar, ambil dompet, balik ke kamar adek gue lagi, input nomor KTP dan isi box box lain yang belom gue isi karna si nomor cantik ini.

Selesai! Okay, one last check up, did I miss anything, did I put my phone number wrong... Then I'm done! I click send (well, I'm not sure whether its a check button or not but you guys know what I mean laaa), and then it says "terima kasih! blablablabla akan dikirimkan ke email anda".

And then I think, wow, that was fast. Tantangan keduanya tinggal nelpon ke kantornya trs bilang ke Ms. Frieda kalo gue bayarnya pake voucher gratisan yang waktu itu dikasih dari lembaga mereka juga.

Yea, kalo nanti yang angkat bilangnya "selamat siang, ada yang bisa dibantu?", seneng banget kali ya. Tp kalo "Education USA office, how can I help you?"? Ya itu sih.... Liat nanti deh. I plan to write down the questions I need to ask. Daripada ga ketanya gara-gara saking groginya ngomong bahasa inggris sampe pingin cepet-cepet tutup telpon trs ngumpet di bawah selimut, ye ga?

Oke. Satu proses dijalankan, satu keraguan diatasi. Nice.

Sampe tiba-tiba pas lagi browsing untuk nyari tau dimana test nya bakal diadain, satu pertanyaan kritis terlintas di otak gue:


"....Tadi gue daftar yang tanggal berapa ya..?"


JEDER. BERASA LANGSUNG BANGUN TIDUR TAU GA SEH LO.
Dengan tampang datar dan hati yang berkecamuk (cie) akhirnya gue coba pikir dengan akal sehat. Belum saatnya untuk panik.

Akhirnya gue buka tab pendaftaran yg tadi lagi kan, berharap-harap cemas selagi lamannya dimuat (cie laman). Dan akhirnya ketemu ucapan terima kasih itu. Pencet back sekali dan waw! Mimpi buruk gue terwujud -_- Form yang harus diisinya, sepertinya kebanyakan form lainnya, semacem ngerefresh sendiri gitu, sehingga data data yang tadi gue isi hilang semua. Formulir itu pun seperti perawan yang belum dijamah (ini apa sih lama-lama).

OKE. FINE. Jalan kedua masih ada masbro! Perjuangan belon selese nih.
Jadi gue coba mengikuti instruksi si pengucap terima kasih untuk buka e-mail verifikasi, berharap bakal ada form gue dikasih liat disitu, lebih bagus lagi seperti "are you sure this is the date you wish to take?" O o o, bagus sekali agan.
Tapi sayangnya tidak seperti itu.
Rupanya verifikasi e-mail ini tidak secepat si gadis mendapatkan keperawannya kembali (okay enough -_-). Jadi ya..... Tunggu e-mailnya aja deh teman-teman. Worst case gue harus minta tolong ke Ms. Freya atau Ms. Antce untuk liatin tanggal gue testnya. Which is ga cuma ngerepotin tapi juga bodoh -_-

Kalo kata orang dulu namanya kualat nih, pasti gara-gara ga shalat -_-

Okay then ppl! Wish me luck aje ye, ane mau shalat maghrib dulu nih :D

lol i miss you already

I don't know whether you know this blog or not, but if you do, read the title :p

I'm a romantic love story shipper, deal with it.

I’ve waited a hundred years
But I’d wait a million more for you
Nothing prepared me for
What the privilege of being yours would do

If I had only felt the warmth within your touch
If I had only seen how you smile when you blush
Or how you curl your lip when you concentrate enough
I would have known what I was living for all along
What I’ve been living for

Your love is my turning page
Where only the sweetest words remain
Every kiss is a cursive line
Every touch is a redefining phrase

I surrender who I’ve been for who you are
For nothing makes me stronger than your fragile heart
If I had only felt how it feels to be yours
Well, I would have known what I’ve been living for all along
What I’ve been living for

Though we’re tethered to the story we must tell
When I saw you, well, I knew we’d tell it well
With a whisper, we will tame the vicious seas
Like a feather bringing kingdoms to their knees

Turning Page by Sleeping At Last

The One That Got Away

Summer after high school when we first met

We make out in your Mustang to Radio head

And on my 18th birthday we got matching tattoos

Used to steal your parents' liquor and climb to the roof

Talk about our future like we had a clue

Never planned that one day I'd be losing you

In another life

I would be your girl

We keep all our promises

Be us against the world

In another life

I would make you stay

So I don't have to say you were the one that got away

The one that got away

I was June and you were my Johnny Cash

Never one without the other, we made a pact

Sometimes when I miss you

I put those records on

Someone said you had your tattoo removed

Saw you downtown singing the blues

It's time to face the music,

I'm no longer your Muse

All these money can't buy me a time machine, no

Can't replace you with a million rings, no

I should've told you what you meant to me

'Cause now I pay the price

***

Yeah well, it's kinda old-fashioned to post lyrics isn't it?

May you all find your eternal happiness.